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moonyj4m
17 February 2016 @ 10:12 am
I just logged in to check the deadline for the spn big bang first draft and it's May 1; I'm relieved. I've got an amazing -- and desperate -- amount of four ideas for this big bang, each one more impossible than the other. Okay, three if I'm not counting the sequel for deep end, because it's a sequel. That makes it two wincest ideas and one J2. I always prefer writing wincest -- mostly because, well, I never really wrote J2 -- but this particular idea only works with Jared and Jensen instead of Sam and Dean, so that's a strong candidate. We'll see.

I'm really glad about SPN this season. I know Jared and Jensen are and always will be well intentioned about the show and their characters but I don't trust the writers anymore, so I don't hope for good arcs like in the good ol' times. One thing they have been doing right though: individual episodes. The one with Jody and the girls? That was amazing. Even this second to last one that wasn't oh-my-god-so-incredible in terms of plot was really good; I missed darker scenes -- as in illumination --, I missed real conversations between them, Dean acknowledging that he can talk to Sam, Sam being himself. I think what has stricken me the most about this season as a whole is that Sam is being treated with some respect again. Just some though.

I don't get this whole thing about Lucifer!Cas. I don't get why the hell Lucifer all of a sudden can possess anyone if the whole point of the first big arc of SPN was that Sam was his true vessel, that he was the only one that Lucifer could use because any other vessel literally wouldn't hold him long enough. That shit doesn't make any sense. That shit is being written on top of a perfectly closed arc that shouldn't be messed with. And why is the Cage suddenly so easy to get into!!

I don't expect nothing good from these things they invent anymore but that doesn't make me any less bitter about them.
 
 
moonyj4m
23 December 2015 @ 06:34 pm
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Beta: steeplechasers
Rating: T
Word count: 7,315
Warnings: gender dysphoria, canon-typical injuries
Summary: Sam wonders if souls can worn out too, or if they even exist. If they do, hers must be in a bad shape.

Sequel to Lipgloss.

Link to AO3
 
 
moonyj4m
23 December 2015 @ 06:24 pm
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: G
Word count: 1,036
Summary: Sam thought she would have some time alone to try on lipgloss, but things didn't go exactly how she expected.

Sequel: deep end

Written for day seven of queer!Sam week on tumblr. I drew the fanart first and then based the fic on it. This fic was originally posted on AO3 in 2014 and it's been updated now with a few changes in grammar. Thanks to steeplechasers for beta reading it :)

Link to AO3

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moonyj4m
Author: moonyj4m
Artist: m14mouse
Pairing: Sam/Dean/Cas
Rating: NC17
Word count: 20k
Summary: Sam knows, in some deep, weird level, that something is missing; the very lack of it is almost a presence now, a response he doesn’t get in the morning, steps he doesn’t hear in the kitchenette, a song that’s not playing, like the missing weight to set his equilibrium in place.



part 1 | part 2 | part 3

Art masterpost | Link to AO3


A/N: Written for the 2015 spn_j2_bigbang. Thanks a lot to m14mouse for the lovely art, and to dripepper for being, once again, the first reader and for encouraging me when I wasn't sure if the fic was worth a shot.
 
 
 
 
 
 
moonyj4m
22 July 2015 @ 09:15 pm
Title: penitentes
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: T
Word count: 3,156
Summary: Sam only ever believed in two things in his life, and they both betrayed him.

Link to AO3


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moonyj4m
10 May 2015 @ 09:47 pm
I hadn't realized that a) I hadn't posted here in ages and b) I actually missed doing so till I started loging in constantly for the spn j2 bigbang. So here I am again.

I did sign up for the bigbang, as a writer this time. To be honest I don't even know how I managed to turn in my draft in time, but I did and my fic got claimed by an artist today! Yay.

This fic is such a mess. I sign up thinking of writing a J2 sci-fi AU, even started writing it, but then I had one of those ideas that come up in the middle of the night and you just.... have to write it. I'm not so sure if the fic is good enough for the idea of the fic but hey, at least I tried. Yet another thing to add to the mess is that it's a Sam/Dean/Cas fic. I'm more used to write wincest at this point, Sam/Cas interaction is also something I love to write, but Dean/Cas? Damn. I'm aware that it's not about writing two ships and gluing them together to form a third one, that they have their own dynamics as a trio and all that, but it's still a little harder for me to have Dean and Cas having romantic interaction. Which is why I'm considering writing another fic after this one just to develop their relationship in better terms. But first let me edit this one till it at least looks good enough for posting.

Once I'm done with it, the plan is to finish the sequel to Lipgloss (I should have posted that one here, by the way) and the X Files short thing I started writing for a prompt on tumblr and never finished.
 
 
moonyj4m
04 November 2014 @ 11:49 am
Author name: moonyj4m
Artist name: pixymisa
Genre: Wincest
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word count: ~10k
Warnings: mild descriptions of sex and wounds, some angst.
Summary: If Dean was going to try and explain why he and Sam ended up sharing the same bed night after night, he would probably say it started out as an accident.


A/N: Written for the Sam/Dean minibang hosted at samdean_otp. Thanks a lot to dripepper for being literally the first reader of this fic since the very beginning, chickcheney and sharkbaitshearttrob for beta reading it and holding my hand through this adventure that is writing in a second language. All remaining mistakes are mine. And finally to pixymisa for the lovely art that accompanies the fic and her dedication to it :)

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